Bonus Episode: Gavin Walters “Hineni – Here Am I” (Transformational Suffering)

Imagine hitting rock bottom – completely out of options, feeling abandoned by everyone you once depended on.

Gavin Walters found himself not just at the end of his rope but shackled by the weight of failed promises and federal charges.

What happens when you can’t pull yourself out?

This bonus episode of As In Heaven explores a story of miraculous transformation where suffering leads to redemption, where God shows up in the least expected ways, and where faith is tested, yet triumphs.

Gavin’s journey reveals how God intervenes, often at the last moment, to show His power and love.

Chapter Markers:

  • 00:00 – Introduction: Gavin Walters’ journey begins
  • 01:05 – Gavin’s background: From Africa to the U.S. mission field
  • 05:55 – The turning point: Projects failing and optimism fading
  • 08:20 – Arrest and imprisonment: Calling out to God in a jail cell
  • 13:05 – Family’s strength and the beginning of a faith journey
  • 15:25 – Experiencing doubt in God’s presence and involvement
  • 17:53 – The miracle lawyer: A sign of God’s intervention
  • 22:39 – Facing fear: The transformative power of naming worst-case scenarios
  • 31:56 – The call to surrender: “Your people will be my people”
  • 40:37 – September 2024: Miraculous provision just in time
  • 52:26 – The significance of suffering: God’s refining work through fire
  • 57:17 – Isaiah 54 fulfilled: “Your shame is no more”
  • 01:02:00 – Conclusion: The journey from ashes to glory